When things look bleak...Hey a ray of sunshine!

The days seem to really suck right now. To recap this last two weeks:
1. Migranes for the last week of May, They really blow major gaskets if there is people who never had them.
2. Eric is back, and already annoying me by being himself.
3. I've completly forgotten about when I have to go to school and I am never off in time to call the office. Should get on that I guess.
4. Everything that I saved to pay off my credit card has to go to real estate fees. If another person goes and says that we get paid for nothing and we reap all the benifits of paying for nothing I will personally hit them in the face. So far all my OT here at the store has gone to pay for stuff in which I haven't been able to use, cause I'm working OT and haven't done any propecting to find places to sell, because I need money to keep up the standard of life I'm used to. It's a vicious cycle.
5. Yet another surgury. Fuck I have that I have to go in once more, for something that might work. What BS is that?
6. On the subject of health I am purplexed on what to do. I have a feeling that something might be wrong. Hell I get a 100+ heart rate just from sitting around all day. But the Dr. doesn't seem too concerned with it all. I just hate bugging someone with somehting that isn't really there.
7. I'm in a rut, which is surprising cause I just started a new career, but it is a career that I hate. I never wanted to get into real estate. To tell truth my parents bribed me into it saying that there is a lot of money in it, and there is, but the truth to the matter is is that I wouldn't mind a little cubicle somewhere where I can enter numbers and the most human interaction I get from the people I work with is small talk by the watercooler or lunchroom. Yes, I am okay in sales and that part I am good with and people are comming to me instead of me going to them in theory, but in this market I seem to have to go to them. There is realtors from Redwater grabbing properties here in Stony. It's too nuts. And with my computer being in front of everyone at home I really don't want to be online chatting with any of my friends with my uncle going what are you doing here? Like geek of freak! If there is something interesting that I want you to see then I shall print it out. Go AWAY YOU FREAK OF NATURE!
8. One word: Bagpipes. Bagpipes are now getting played and the dog howls. No more to be said.
On the good side;
I got my lawnmower back so I can go and disappear and be in my own world with music and minor thinking of which way to follow on the path, bad part is that Eric is doing the lawnmowing and I don't think there will be anything left when I get home.

I need to get some stress relief somewhere and the blog is my way to de-stress. I'm sorry to those who have to read through my horrible life stories. I'll try to bring up something funny...

Oh I know I think I will become a ninja...With THIS!